Sometimes foolish

Titus 3:3 kjv. "For we ourselves also were sometimes foolish, disobedient, deceived, serving diverse lusts and pleasures, living in malice and envy, hateful, and hating one another". I remember how lost and ashamed I was before I meet the Lord. There were times I felt so helpless and broken, and I would try my hardest to find a way to make myself happy. Deceived by lust and pleasures, I would chase after my next high. I would try to stop and try to change for the better, but it would only last a few days. I couldn't stop doing what my body craved so much and what my heart desired. It was taking me to Hell quickly. Then I came to the point of suicide. I had to do something because all that I tried to do never worked. One night after a day of drugging I thought,  "This is it, now or never." I grabbed the Holy Bible, got on my knees, and said, "God if your real, as this book says You are, then help me". Ephesians 2:4-6 says  "But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith He loved us, vs5 Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;) vs6 And hath raised us up together, and made us sit together in heavenly places in Christ Jesus". God is so Good! I was lost, but now I am found. Praise God. God Bless You.